mispotted dice (bad beats)

benny's depressed again. he says: 'i wish i could be funny like you guys.'

it's hard with benny because you don't want to tell him that he's a junkie. he always bragged about how he could handle things and how we were suckers. i don't hold it against him, but i find it ironic that he gets killed by the things he thinks he owns. he'd say this better than i can. except that he can't.

i just say, 'you're funny benny, don't worry about it.'