these days

there was a time when you wouldn't have championed suburban output. but i understand how it is to make a dollar. Your name is known these days; and who would argue with success? you deserve your plaudits.

am i awful because i don't like you any more? yes, of course. maybe if i had some of your substance it wouldn't seem so shallow. anyway, i have at least learned to behave at parties.

now there are galleries and tea and listed events. adroit deferrals and publicity agents to absorb blame for missed invites. it's ok. plus one is something i've come to dread anyway. there is no worse place for friends than backstage.