chicken

scared that everyone is playing a trick on me.
scared that i believe in non-existent things.
scared i took the wrong path.
scared of my habits.
scared of living without them.
scared to go to sleep and scared to wake up.
scared to be left behind.
scared of where everyone is going.
scared i've wasted the best parts of me on the worst parts of life.
scared of how much i want her to come back.
scared i'm out of control.
scared that i sabotage myself.
scared of being found out.
scared of the doorbell.
scared we're the same
scared of love
scared of sex
scared i don't care
scared of
scared