rocktober

Suddenly all I want to hear is “Across the Universe”. I read a girl’s blog all about how she is in love somehow at 21 with someone named Michael. But they’ve got problems.

S from the bar was hosed and put her arms around me. Then later she made out with some tall guy and later still he was in the bathroom with her while she vomited.
I haven’t slept in 37 hours.

My life is escaping me. I think all the time if I could just get the right perspective. I have to have something to accomplish. Don't I? Watch the world go by? Make dimes? Sure. Everday I feel guilty for something. This can't be good.