echo / delay

no title yet. working on it.

sometimes i think maybe its a weakness, but one thing i'm good at is giving myself reasons not to worry about going to work.

much too high

How to get the inflation of youth experience under contra

Harassed by pre teens in the subway

One little troll rolled up a Metro and threatened to stab me with it;

leads to variant response fantasy and exasperation with everything.

hates to admit when ____likes anything. like, scared to give away any part of himself. like, he's got no value by liking popular things.

in secret he thrilled to his obscure vicesexpression.

the only thing drinking is good for is perfect dwelling in what's gone. but for everything else, drinking is not so good for.

still, if you really want to, you can dwell safely until you die. slowly die.

went by the bar after work. was a girl there with the same eyes as carla. those coal black liquid eyes. i figured out how to look at them without her seeing me i think.

felt again like i couldn't let go.

____x was there. she looked great. she hugged me and my earlobes were ice cold. her cheek pressed against one and she remarked on it.

what's real and what isn't doesn't change does it?

keith richards is great, but he's got some dogs. "take it so hard" is not one of them.