late for work.

say too much
and it's over but
be yourself

vineland

ok, then this is gonna go on for awhile.

Pumpin' for Jill    4:33    Iggy Pop    Party
The Wait    3:34    Pretenders    Pretenders (Remastered)
Requiem for Man and Family    2:34    Andre Ethier    With Christopher Sandes Featuring Pickles and Price
No Action    2:01    Elvis Costello    This Year's Model
Hangin' 'Round (Acoustic Demo Version)    3:56    Lou Reed    Transformer
Downhill Is Downtown    3:49    Deep Dark United    Zettel
My Family    1:46    Jay Reatard    Blood Visions
Shower of Stones    3:05    Constantines    Kensington Heights
I'll Be Your Man    2:21    The Black Keys    The Big Come Up
No Pussy Blues    4:21    Grinderman    Grinderman
Dead Seeds    3:40    Rocket From The Crypt    Group Sounds
Oh, It’s Such a Shame    3:55    Deerhunter    Fluorescent Grey / Oh, It's Such a Shame - Single
True Love Will Find You In the End    1:51    Daniel Johnston    1990
Hand Srings    2:59    The White Stripes    Promo
Choice Blanket    5:11    The Sea and Cake    The Sea and Cake
Wilmington    3:22    Girls Against Boys    House Of GVSB
I Think I'm In Love    8:10    Spiritualized    Ladies And Gentlemen We Are Floating In Space
Long Distance Drunk    3:43    Modest Mouse    Lonesome Crowded West
You Win Again    4:31    Keith Richards    Timeless - Hank Williams Tribute
People Change    2:55    Nick Lowe    At My Age
Trying to Live My Life Without You    3:24    Brinsley Schwarz    Surrender to the Rhythm
Guilty    2:34    Randy Newman    Good Old Boys
Weedking    2:39    Guided By Voices    Propeller
These Days    3:29    Glen Campbell    Greatest Hits
Thirteen    2:35    Big Star    #1 Record/Radio City
'39    3:31    Queen    A Night at the Opera
If Not for You    3:34    George Harrison    All Things Must Pass (30th Anniversary Edition) [Remastered]
Let Her Dance    2:35    Bobby Fuller Four    Rhino Hi-Five: The Bobby Fuller Four - EP
Under My Thumb    3:42    The Rolling Stones    Aftermath (UK Version) [Remastered]
Vicious    2:57    Lou Reed    Transformer
Antenna    6:13    Sonic Youth    The Eternal
Why I Didn't Like August 93    2:14    Elevator to Hell    Parts 1-3
People Are Leaving    2:38    Robert Pollard    Waved Out
Mannequin    2:37    Wire    Pink Flag
Black Nite Crash    2:34    Ride    Tarantula
Never Mind    2:51    The Replacements    Pleased to Meet Me
Stay With Me    4:39    Faces    A Nod Is as Good as a Wink...To a Blind Horse
Cortez the Killer    7:31    Neil Young    Zuma
Lazy Line Painter Jane    5:51    Belle & Sebastian    Lazy Line Painter Jane
Hey Joe    3:30    The Jimi Hendrix Experience    Are You Experienced
The Backseat    4:22    The Gaslight Anthem    The '59 Sound
Honest James    3:50    Thurston Moore    Trees Outside the Academy
A More Perfect Union    7:10    Titus Andronicus    The Monitor
Yeah We Know    5:25    Dinosaur Jr.    Bug
In the Light    8:47    Led Zeppelin    Physical Graffiti (Remastered)

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i like it
then i hate it

...and she's so young and beautiful

pits

sometimes i get the feeling that Benny's lost faith in himself. I don't know. It's like he runs everything he could like into the ground for any reason. But I've got my own problems so I don't spend much time trying to fix his. I think that's why we get along.

Tonight he's been drinking. It's early so he's only been putting down beers but if you know Benny you can see what's coming. Trouble is, this part's always really fun. And to get here, you sorta know you're going to have to go there.

So he's chatting up the bartender with his usual rhetoricals. ("___?") She sees me come in and I look down at my pockets so I can't aknowledge how she wants me to see her putting three bottles in the icebox for me. It's not that i don't like the attention; it's that i hate being a regular. You can fool yourself sometimes into thinking you and they have something going on, but after a while you have to admit you're just there to drink[pay]. Whatever else happens, losing the bar isn't up for discussion. So you try to not get involved too much.

Anyway, Benny doesn't worry about this shit; he's more of the sprung verse kind. Neatly switching the conversation to the books he knows or the obscure songs you don't, or whatever. Half the time he never remembers anything he says; i wish i was like that sometimes. i wish i could just let it all out. I guess that's why we get along.

blood in my wrist...

rocky top

don't listen for my mistakes jethro